Thursday, March 19, 2015

Day #14642 - xRay of a "Ruminating" brain

Rumination - The act of thinking about something in a sustained fashion

 

Wikipedia also says - Rumination is the compulsively focused attention on the symptoms of one's distress, and on its possible causes and consequences, as opposed to its solutions

 

Good or Bad, I don’t know (or care), but this thought of “Shifting Gears” has been up in my mind since long. And when I say “Shift”, I mean shift of career and possible life (and lifestyle).

 

Yes – I have been “ruminating” for it for what seems “ever” now.  The topic is “Education” specifically in the social sector field. If there was something like Indian Education Service (IES) – that’s where I would like to “shift” my gears to! Just leave this damn urban corporate world and dive into rural grassroots.

 

From this urban jungle – the rural grass does look green..I mean extremely green!!

 

So here is the xRay of my brain-thoughts – Exclusively for anyone who cares to read

·         I am 40, it’s this the right time (to leave this corporate career)? Or should I wait for 5 more years? Or 10?....And do what….

·         Maybe “education” – Take an MA in Education and then jump into that field…..but…..

·         Is “Education” really my passion? What is my real passion? …or is this….

·         Is this just a mid-life crisis? …..could be…but then…

·         Why break this flow of wealth? All these thoughts are only enjoyable when the flow is there! ….But maybe I have enough….

·         Wait …Do I really have enough? I think I do…but then How much is enough?....

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Okay Reader – I think that’s it…. As you can see, I am really going thoughtless and speechless these days….So continuing blogging anymore today is detrimental to my non-existing reputation…so will close this without much ado…

 

-Mindless Me